First of all: Bill, I'm sorry for not calling you back yet. I have been working my tushy off at work for the past few weeks. I cannot make it this sunday because I have plans with my family for Easter. Even though I'm not celebrating it with them, I still come over for dinner, etc. and we're usually out really late. So, I cant make it.

On another note... So, I'm not sure whats going on with the new Coven group, but I have decided that I need to meditate on whether or not I still want to be a part of it. The energy just doesnt seem right to me anymore whenever I think about it. I love you all dearly, but I just dont feel that the group is stable... Leadership has changed for the third time and the group seems more drama-filled when it shouldnt be about that. We are supposed to be a family, uniting to worship, and it just doesnt seem like that anymore. Right now while I'm still learning I need to be with a group that is stable and completely dedicated.

I'm really not trying to sound mean, but I just need to meditate on it more. With Carrie leaving and David gone in such a small ammount of time, it just isnt sitting well with me. :/

I'm really sorry. I'm going to be taking a haitus from the group for a while so I can think about things. Feel free to contact me on myspace and covenspace if you want. This is nothing personal against you guys at all- I love you all to pieces but I just need to think about things a little.

-Estrella

So, Chris and I are back together. We have been thinking and talking about it for a while, and he decided that he wants to try again. I am absolutely over the moon about it!

In other news, I got a raise the other day. A whole quarter, woot! lol.

Carrie... any baby news? =]

I feel sickish. My sinuses are killing me, I cant stop sneezing, and I have a horrible headache.

I'm having an emotional breakdown.

I think I need some alone time...?

I dunno.

I just wanted to let you all know that I'm sorry for not making it on saturday. And also, Carrie and Bill: I'm sorry that I didnt answer your guys's calls. I had company over last night and we were busy playing games and my phone wasnt in the room with me.

Things have been very hard since Chris and I split. Yes, we still see each other and all that, but I decided that I didnt think breaking up was such a good idea after all, and he feels differently. He's not interested in getting back together right now, and possibly ever. It's made me more depressed than I have ever been, and right now I just need some time on my own to think about things.

I will definately be at rit next weekend because I'm starting to feel much better, but I just need a few days to think things over.

Thank you guys for caring and all that jazz. It's made me feel so much better knowing that you guys are there for me. I will try to get back with you guys (Bill and Carrie) by tuesday if that's okay. I'm working monday and tuesday so after I'm out I'll give you guys a ring. :)

Bill: Your book finally came in last week! :D

Brightest Blessings,

Kassi

So, things are a lot better between me and Chris. We havent fought in a while, and it feels good. I'm actually more confident that we'll make it to the altar. We've been talking about getting married, and I decided that I want a handfasting this upcoming year, and then for our legal wedding, I sort of want to elope. Its just that his family really creates a lot of conflicts between us, and I dont want to deal with that on our wedding day. I want it to be about us, like it should be. I mean, I want my family there, but I also dont want any of the conflicts from Chris's family there either... it's a tough situation, but we'll figure it out. We have a while before we have to worry about it.

I love living in my new apartment! Its so fun living on my own. Robert is a great roommate too. We're a lot alike, so we get along great.

Anyway, Happy New Year!!!

Love and Brightest Blessings,

Kasandra

*Estrella Narcisse*